Just read tab's, Jia's and Bet's blogs.. Interesting to keep myself updated with their lives.. Miss you lots hq dearie!!! Know what.. i dreamt of you all last night but i can't remember what the dream was about.. Miss you gals back home.
Spring is coming.. can't wait to see all the beautiful flowers blooming again! Adelaide is a nice place even though it's abit slow moving but i think the uni life here suits me as there is time to "smell the roses."
Maybe it's just me.. how i used to be so unhappy, worried and stressed all the time as i didn't see the beauty of life but just exams and all the past hurts that i kept in my heart since childhood. A change of environment does help and the fact that God has always been leading and guiding me to change me to who i am now. I don't think i am the best person in this world but i can safely say i am more joyful, confident and learining how to enjoy life as i see the purpose of life.
Thank God for my family, friends especially hq dearest, doc sau, ben, ep dearie... not to mention all the rest whom i know and had spend ups and downs with.. The list will be too long if i mention everyone but i do keep all of you in prayer. I believe GOd brought all of you into my life for a reason.
There will be a day when i can see the full picture that God has already painted.
As for now,I like to keep myself occupied. Studying, serving in ocf and church. Spending time with ep and calling home once awhile to my family. Emailing / Smsing/ reading the blogs of my dear friends back home. I just realised how i love to be in contact with people and being able to be there for them if they need help or a listening ear. However, i still need to learn how to love people closest to me and not take them for granted. For now, i think darling ep is the one getting all my nonsense.. haha.. Thank You for being patient with my moodiness and coldness at times. Hope that we can support and help each other grow in the years to come! It's a fact that as we grow older we are moulded to have our own identities. We know what we want in life and what is it that can make us happy. AS we grow older we might become less idealistic as nothing is so perfect in people and in life. I sound so old.... arghhhh... haha