Hi all,

 

sorry for not updating my blog since 2 months ago. I am going off tonight!! SO much has happened in my hols.. will try to try and tell all. But i am quite sure i have met most of you and updated you all personally. All the catching sessions with u, u and u!!

i will change my blog add to : http://addalex.blogspot.com/

This has actually been set up by ep and i one year ago but we never update anything..heh.. we shall make an effort to do something abt it. keke..

Just finished packing and had so much snacks while trying to pack the fridge and cupboard.full... heh

 

 Good morning sunshine!

 I came back from perth last thursday afternoon. Had been spending time with Ep and planning where to bring his mum and sis when they arrived. Well, they arrived yesterday morning at the new international airport. The airport is really cool! Anyway, They brought me a bracelet.. so nice of them. We didn't go anywhere except the city. Today is darling's graduation ceremony.. Quite excited for him.. haha. Next year is my turn!! woohoo.. hopefully my family can come.

Convention in perth was wonderful! Good sermons, workshops, worship and most of all funky group mates.. haha. I had a great time talking to people although i miss ep towards the middle of convention.. heh.. well well, Now that he is also unsure of where he will be posted to .. we can only pray that God will sustain us in our relationship even if it's long distance.

Will be home next wed!!! mummy must come and pick me up arh!! all the winter clothings for beijing trip are taking up most of the space in my lugage. Which means..... i have excuse to do more shopping in spore!! haha..

oops.. time to go ... tata

I realised i always blog the good stuff that's happening in my life. Life here is good but as a human being i also feel down at times ... What to do.. haix..

 Anyway, i got back my blood test results! My red blood cells are back! hoho. Getting ready to cook for my dear disciplee (  joannies) tml evening. Cooking chicken rice at ep's place and i am inviting around 5 of them. Gosh! The last time i saw ben cooked it was nearly a year and a half ago. Not sure how it will turn out. Thank you ben for teaching me!

 I will be leaving for perth this coming friday.. can't wait to board the plane! Looking forward to learn more..

 I just read da jie's blog.. i think it's very funny how she describes her thoughts and daily life. It's a pity i can't write and express as well as her. Plus, i am lazy to blog.. heh

At yoshi's place now

 Just finished OCF.. TOday we ended early as tomorrow is the first day of exam. Ep dearie is having his first paper tml morning. My first paper is next friday. . only 2 papers this time but i have to hand up my major essay next tueday. Only half way done. .

 Should i go for convention? it's 700 bucks . One week in perth and not sure if i should go.. Pray about it. Should i work instead? i feel kinda bad that my sisters are working and studying at the same time and i am over here just studying and "learning how to enjoy life". I thank GOd for what he has bless me with. At the same time i feel bad that my sisters are not having the same privilege. I have come to a conclusion that i will study and do my best in order to show my family how i really am grateful for their support. They are so wonderful!!  i love you dad, mum, da jie, ting and jing!!! Miss you all!! WIll be home soon... 21st dec and we can all go for a family tour together!!!!!! Can't wait to spend time with you all!! BEIjing... snowing wor!

 I thank God.. i have a supportive family, i loving bf, wonderful friends back home and over here.. the ocf comm whom i am working with now are great and church people are so sweet.  My aunt and her family are so good to me too. How blessed i am.

 I always have to keep reminding myself about all these blessings as i always take them for granted and focus on what is not pleasant to me at times. Human nature..

Today is the start of our uni's study break...

 Waiting for ep dearie to finish gym and I just had my comm meeting. Really refreshing to have the comm meeting as we pray and share and encourage each other!! Can't wait to cut my hair later.. dunno how it will turn out though..

 I love saturdays! It's a day where i can just spend some time with EP dearie and not care about anything. Gotta plan my time wisely from now till exam! Seems to have alot to study for anatomy. God please help me concentrate and retain what i study.

 I need to find a way to post more photos on my blog. Apparently, betty likes the one i posted!

 The white choc drink i had was quite sweet but yummy.. There's this lecturer teaching us on cancer now and i find myself being envious of her hot body! haha.. she is already a mother and yet she can make herself so stylish and slim.. i should go ask her how to do it..haha... i always want a better body but apparently ep dearie says i already have it?! hmmm.. Anyway, i just want to be healthy and slim.. exercise and eat properly.  I want my red blood cells back!! haha.. Have to do a blood test again ..pain wor!

 Sometimes i just wish i can concentrate and not get distracted so easily! Maybe i can do better if i just focus. Maybe this was the reason why i screwed up my A levels.. I have to first learn how to enjoy learning and discover the smart way to study. I am not satisfied.. always want something more..why can't i just concentrate on what i am supose to do now.. GOd help me! i don't want to dwell and think so much on unnecessary stuff.. Help me control my brain... i want good and useful knowledge to fill it.. not morbid and destructive thoughts.. I know i have been changing for the better.. At least GOD helps me find the purpose in life. I have hope .. I find myself useful.. 

 I am seriously thinking of getting internet again!!! i missed chatting with my friends online.. I miss city life.. i miss playing a fool with jing , ting and da jie, i miss coffee and meeting up sessions with hq, tab, ruijuan, jia and bets.. i miss mummy's sayang.. i miss doc sau's crappy jokes.. i miss spore!!

 Life is fufiling here.. uni is not too stressful here, I grow so much in my spiritual walk with GOd here, i lead a healthier lifestyle here, relationship with ep dearie is stablising,  my aunt and her family have been so good to me.. But it's nothing like home.. why can't i have best of both worlds???!!! Greedy me... hehe..

 I look forward to future.. Exciting exciting!! About what? i dunno.. heh..

 

hee.. missing in action..

  i got my blood test result back this morning. Low in iron level so i have to take iron pills for a month. Today is considered the last few days of my mid term break. Didn't feel like a break as the past 1 weeks plus had been quite hectic and eventful.

 Anyway, for those who don't know what the blood test is all about.. i shall elaborate the story. Apparently i went to red cross for blood donation a week ago and they rejected me as they found out that i have low blood pressure and low hemoglobin level. Therefore i was sent to my uni's medical centre to have a more precise blood test. It was not very pleasant as being someone who can get quite negative, i tend to think of the worst. I was thinking that the worst blood disease is leukemia and it was quite scary when i thought i had some of the symptoms. Anyway, darling had been very supportive and encouraging throughout everything. Always trying to cheer me up. Thanks dear! YOu are great. Very touched when you actually said you will still marry me if i get leukemia. haha.. My friends had been wonderful too.. Thank you all for your prayers! Sorry to let my aunt and mum worry. hmm.. During the time when i was waiting for the blood test results, i got abit scare. Thank GOd for his words have been comforting me.

 Apart from this , i had been trying to prepare for my church's priase and worship night. It's tomorrow night!! Finally!! -after hours and hours of practises. Then at this same time, the new ocf committee also took over. Me being the follow up coordinator has to start my job by " establishing" the follow up sub com. They are the carebears (gals) and sheep counters (guys) . A total of 13 people. Quite exciting.. but i got so tired that i couldn't fully experience the excitment.

 Project meetings and abit of studying was done but i need to buck up! Exams in 5 weeks time..

 So much had been going on.. Easy to recall them now but hard to just type out everything when i am experiencing them..

  Looking forward to this weekend .. esp sunday.. it's darling and my 1st anniversary.. Don't think we will do much but just rest and had a good dinner.. we both need to rest and sleep more.. haix.. overworking.. haha
 

I led worship yesterday in church. Was praying about what to share when i woke up and i had some idea. However, i didn't  follow what i was supposed to say when i saw so many visitors that morning in church. Outcome? - i ended up longwinded and out of point. God is trying to teach me how i should just say and do what ever i had prayed and prepared irregardless of the circumstances. I have learnt.. GOd pls forgive me.

 Ep Dearie and i went to watch a movie after church. We had 2 free tickets from our dear friend shihui. We wanted to watch "unleashed" but it wasn't screening and in the end we watched " SIn city". Horrible show... gruesome scenes and naked women etc... no wonder the title. DOn't think it was entertaining!!  Well.. well..

Arranging to meet 2 lecturers this thurs and fri. Planning to enquire more about the vacation research programme for end of this year. They are under the public health department. Will be asking them about their research interests and what are the criteria to get accepted.

Can't wait for end of the year!! i am going to beijing!! hohoho... family trip is always fun.. looking forward to spend time with my family! Misss them lots....  

 Have not been upating my blog..

 lazy..

 there are no major events currently that really takes up alot of my time but everyday i just have things to do. Be it assignments, reading, preparing for church and ocf, spending time with friends and of course Darling Ep. He's busy busy now.. heh..

 We just had a major Evenglical Night aka musical on sat. It was good especially when i just take part and helped them on that day itself. At the backstage singing for siew wai, ushering and holding tags and go around during refreshment time to let people know that they can approach me if they wanna know more about God. It was really a good ezxperience and THank GOd that at least 6 people accepted Christ!

 As for now, our church is preparing for the upcoming praise and worship night! Looking forward to it!